Time lapses as i'm approaching the end of semester 4..
The end of my 2nd year

Recently, there's a question that has clearly anchored itself into the seabed of my mind...
"Have i changed?"

When i was driving alone to town for a swimming session this evening,
I received an international call from a close friend...
He's concerned about my recent situation..
He would have never thought that i'll be going out all alone, like swimming and even have a walk on my own at Cameron..

Maybe i've really changed and has turned myself into a new leaf..
A better one?
I'm still searching for the answer..
After all, like what i've said before..
No matter what kinde leaf you turned yourself into, the root is still the same..
Life goes on, i still live by the name of Loh Choon Hong!


Something has triggered the switch in my personality chamber
I'm getting used to be alone?
Is it because i've drawn myself a thin line that exists between myself and the others?
I don't know...
But surely there's a thing.... I know that i've lost the confidence that i once pride in dealing with people here.
Almost emptied the "Confidence Bar" by making unnecessary gambles which yields nothing

Life is never a life without failure..
Undeniably, the post-traumatic experience has left behind a scar in my life...
Will not choose to evade myself from the problems, but i will face it knowing it's painful
I know that there will be one day, the day when i will stand up strong again, withstanding all the consequences and challenges!

I would say adapting oneself in a lonely situation is part of the process of life
I just don't have someone to talk to in my room...
All the feeling just pour itself like streams of water upon a cup which will spill out one day...
Am i emo-ing? nah.... just expressing the feeling of my own..

Btw, from next semester onwards, i'll live with a close friend, Ivan as my roommate.. haha
I can express my sorrows and angers to him next time! ARGH ARGH ARGH!!


PS:
Sis is going to Genting
BoSYs God of Gamble (Dou San) is going to Las Vegas on the same day... (not a joke.. seriously)
ALL THE BEST TO BOTH OF THEM!!
Don't let greed overdrives you... just play for fun can d =D

New release from Jay~
The lyrics... 做人真辛苦...
今天有一点EMO
虽然我不是超人。。
可 是我也很想很想歇一歇
不必在天上，我要在草原上，在洁白的海滩上 (i miss Redang!!)
可惜。。唯一能做到的
只有在当有机会一个人驾车出去时
就兜兜风
驾 远路
独自歇一歇

Lyrics:

媽媽說很多事別太計較
只是使命感找到了我 我睡不著
如果說罵人要有點技巧
我會加點旋律你會覺得 超屌

我 的槍不會裝彈藥
所以放心不會有人倒
我拍青蜂俠 不需要替身
因為自信是我繪畫的顏料

我做很多事背後的意義 遠離你們想象

拍個電視純為了友情影響了現在的夢想
收視率再高也難抗衡我的偉大理想
因為我的人生無需再多一筆那獎項
我 不知道何時變成了所謂的那榜樣
被狗仔拍的那偽裝著要道歉模樣
怎樣


我唱的歌詞要有點文化 因為隨時會被當教材
CNN 能不能等英文好一點再放 時代雜誌封面能不能重拍
隨時隨地註意形象
要控制飲食不然就跟杜莎夫人蠟像的我不像
好萊塢的中國心願地上 有很多手印腳印何時才能看見我的獎

哦如果超人會飛 那就讓我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰這個世界 會讓我 覺得好一些
喔嗚喔
拯 救地球好累 雖然有些疲憊的我還是會
不要問我哭過了沒
因為超人不能流眼淚

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍電影也不能只能得 最佳新人
你不參加頒獎典禮就是沒禮貌
你去參加就是代表你很在乎
得獎時你感動落淚
人家就會覺得你誇張做作
你沒表情 別人就會說太囂張
如果你天生這表情
那些人甚至會怪你媽媽
結果最後是別人在得獎
你也要給予充分的掌聲與微笑
開的車 不能太好
住的樓不能太高
我到底是一個創作歌手還是好人好事代表

專輯一出就必須是冠軍
拍了電影就必須要大賣
只 能說當超人真的好難

哦如果超人會飛 那就讓我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰這個世界 會讓我 覺得好一些
喔嗚喔
拯救地 球好累 雖然有些疲憊的我還是會
不要問我哭過了沒
因為超人不能流眼淚

Decided to put my fingers on the keyboard before the elapse of time would eventually pull off these sweet memory away from my mind~

We departed away from Bunga Raya, Melaka at 24th night

Misfortune happen to the family of a coursemate of mine which causes her to go back in the midst of the journey...
Feel sad for her...
IF you're looking at this post, don't be sad~ i've written down things we've gone through here, although you're not physically with us but your spirit stays with us along the way~
*Thanks for the travel sickness medication and 100 plastic bags you prepared for me as precaution to my "excessive vomiting activities".. but thank god... i gone through it hahahaha*

Here're some highlights of the trip:~
Weather there was very comfortable and nice
It's like heaven in contrast to hell in Melaka...
Personally, i like the scenery and environment there comparing to Genting..
Cameron is nevertheless a better place for relaxation due to its tranquility and fresher air~
The very first stop we made was to Rose Valley
It is coveted with wide variety of roses and they are blossoming!

After the rose valley, we went to Bee farm... nothing special.... except the maze

Next one was the most attractive of all: Strawberry Farm~
We paid RM15 to pluck 500gm of strawberries by ourself
strictly no eating in the farm!!
But we simply cannot resist the temptation...
Look at the picture, can you resist this alluring temptation~?


SO.... WE BROKEN THE RULES !! haha...
Keep eating while plucking in the farm to fill up our stomach with strawberries before leaving haha... (luckily we were out of the sight of the gardeners for most of the time)

Everyone was so exhausted that most of them fell asleep in the hotel room while some others including me myself went out to have a tour of our own.
The tour guide bought the rest of the people to a temple while i chosen
to walk on my own :-P

walking with GPS! haha...

Went to the Pasar Malam Brinchang and was tantalized by the delicacies that looked so delicious~~~

Treated myself with a stick of Chocolate Strawberry (RM2), NICE!

After a stroll at pasar malam, went to a shop named "Strawberry Moment"
They serve excellent desert ~
Too bad i'm alone, so couldn't get my tongue onto the wide variety of sweet sensations they offer T.T
Here're the only twos i can have on my own

Strawberry Ice Baby
Strawberry Strudel

MMS-ed these pictures to my mum and sis...they replied me with....

"strawberries nia ma.. we have cherry tomatoes!"

"strudel nia ma.. we have biscuits with mango and enzyme plum vinegar"


zzzzzzzzzzzz

The day ended with steamboat as our dinner, here's a picture i took when having dinner. It's breathtaking~

本来今早是打算起来读书的
Instrumentation
也许距离下个礼拜三还有很久的时间
所以那些心情还没找上门来

有时很讨厌 SHE
可是又有时希望每一科的考试像它一样
可以不用读书　haha

今晚将出发前往金马伦了
最后一次去那里是当我。。。５／６岁
记得在车上呕的死去活来
〉。《
希望今晚的旅程可以“一帆风顺”！！

最近很多朋友都喜欢找我谈心事
有心事就是要摊出来讲
讲完了才会比较舒服
谢谢他们对我的信任
自己承认是蛮好的聆听者　ｈｅｈｅ
我会永远守候在你们身旁当你们的好朋友的！
有什么问题大家一起啃，有什么不快大家一起分担！
KANG： 有什么因果我们也一起啃！！ HAHA

今天想听什么歌呢。。。？
翻来翻去
还是比较喜欢听周杰伦的歌

最近的天气都很反常
希望明天金马伦可以放晴！！


不用理会歌词，我只要它的歌名!　＜晴天＞　haha

Nai Ma's 22nd Birthday Celebration

Last night was a day with remembrance as i've gone through one of the craziest night in lifetime.
It was the first time that we've spent half a "night" hanging out in Malacca..
Half a "night" is noticeable to be a distinctive "night"!
13 hours of night time were spent wisely by us! Without letting every second lapsed barely with no purposes.

It all begun from 6pm till the next morning... 8am!

1800-2000: Dinner @ Coconut House
2000-0100: Singing K @ GoGo KTV, The Jetty
0100-0530: Yum Cha Session 1@ McDonald
0530-0645: Yum Cha Session 2@ Lao Di Fang Dim Sum

Naima and 2 of her sisters were all nicely decorated with scarfs and... finger nails painting... *wink*

The flow was actually extended from how it was planned..
An extension of more than 5 hours! Blimey! haha
(The prolonged yum cha sessions are out-of-calculation sessions)
Never thought everyone was sooooo geared up last night/this morning ^^

The Authentic Wood Fire Pizza
Pocket Pizza (left), Hawaiian Chicken (right)
delicious~

The banana naima is singing k by printed pinyin lyrics... LOL

Happy Birthday!

The classic creamy party....

The Happy Family

YUM CHA!! @ McD aka House of Night Owls~ (@.@)
Everyone was turned into a night owl with panda eyes
We bombarded McD with abundance of laughter and... noises haha

Arabic Style

Dim Sum at 5 30! The earliest in my life as well..

It's been a really enjoyable and laughter filled night~
The backdrops of hectic semester did casted a shadow upon our long deserted relationship at the beginning, but everything run into the right track like a train leaping through the memory lane.
Although there're moments of emoness during the sing K session.. haha....
I wonder why the feeling of emoness would surged into myself when everyone's so happy...
But as usual, i hate myself to be emo for a long period of time, it faded away sooner than you would imagine.
Exchanges of text messages with ziming and his humor lifted the stones away straightforward haha
Life is not something to be taken for granted~ Face it with a smile :-)

P/s: Received news that there'll be a camp for chinese society during the 4th, 5th and 6th of May... My Kelantan visiting trip ruined T.T

All the best to friends who have just begun their final examination (those in NTU)!!!!

Finally.. i've completed tidying up the messy account of Chinese society~!
I've chosen to hinder myself away from getting my hands onto its account as it is really a big BIG mess.
Pushed myself to the gear up of being an Accountant today... (luckily it works) haha
Figures flying here and there.. Spent a few disgruntling hours to find solutions in stringing up each figures to make all of them accountable..
The "professionalism" that i've cultivated during my one year (0.5+0.5) pledge as an Accounts clerk in Schenker comes into play!
HAHA! Gt it done!

Conclusion:
"I" am poor....
"I" am the biggest debtor in my uni..



Sadly....juniors are all my creditors!!!!



Time to get some sleep before hanging out with a group of friends which is perhaps have "lost in touch" for quite sometime.. haha...
Weather forecast shown there will be 3 days of thunderstorm here at malacca..
Please make the sky a clear one tonight! :-p

Just finished the BENM exam, now i'm down with 2 papers left!

This semester has been a patchy one, especially final exams.
Some of the worst prepared exams in my life were part of my voyage in this semester's final exam.
Anyway...
I was surprised by the coursework of the subject which i obtained 0 mark in its quiz previously~ haha... A satisfying one :-P
In fact i did the best in that subject in contrast to all the papers have taken

There are strings of mysterious events happening in my life in recent days..
The memory of a special "event" which happen after the library trip with my friend suddenly comes into my mind...

I was "stalked" by a motorist...
After parking my car at Murni, suddenly there's a motorist in my sight...
He was then came to me and accusing me to have knocked a cat on my way!!!
Kept asking me which route i took on my way back...
Out of my natural sense of self-protection which tells myself "i should lie to this guy because i did not even seen a cat on my way!"
The guy then retreat himself and it all ended well...
hmm.... talking bout knocking "animals".. i'm very sensitive to this... hence i'm sure that i did not do the wrongdoing at that time.
Sis and mum told me not to come out often as i might as well "marked" by "terrorist" haha....
Anyway... I'm safe now!!!!

Suddenly wants to go out alone....
Bro called here and said that they (him, sis and mum) are yum cha-ing at starbucks... ARGH!!
I want to be there with them so badly!! T.T

There's this application at facebook that "detects" your best friends by itself..
haha... i used it out of curiosity.. and look here's the result!!


BoSYians domination! ^^
(can say as the most important group of friends in my life, no offence to other, you all are equally mesmerizing!)
but too bad it has only 10 slots.... In real life, i have more than 10! Sorry to those who didn't make the list... It's a computer generated one... haha

See the result from the rest of my friends:

Same fate: BoSYs Domination!!!
The friendship that has been the docking station for everyone of us to "dock" stresses and sorrows!

明天的考试
可以说每个人都没有十足的信心
今天家里的压力疏解法是“整固”（粤语）人
仔仔早睡

呵呵呵呵~~
我们就替它的脚指“上色”
汶兄还画上了个笑脸 ---〉 ( : (like in the picture shown)
幸亏他没发现。。 HAHA
期待他明天的反应一下


结果！！
我，汶 和 I 就走来走去做傻事。。
好像明天没有考试这样
生活。。就是要这样开心！！
看开点！！！


这篇
真无聊
HAHA

De-Stressing!!

Read about the news from internet this morning

A volcano at the southern part of Iceland, Eyjafjallajökull volcano (not sure on its pronunciation)
is erupting again... twice in a year... in the space of 1 month!

Iceland is a financial torn nation that has declared its bankruptcy years ago
Now, major airports in Europe are shutting down as the ash produced by this massive volcanic causes the grounding of aircraft... serious risk to its jet engine...
Airlines suffering a staggering 200 million USD loss in revenue on daily basis..
The eruption also has melted large part of glacier, risking Iceland to sink into the sea o.O
However, glad that no casualty was found

There're travelers flown into the nation now just to have a peep on the "beauty" that this motherearth produced this time around.
Personally, i felt that the sunset across Europe is nice due to the ash cloud too! :-P

(ABOVE) Thursday's colourful sunset, as seen from Tog Hill, near Bath (Photo: Steve Slade)

The sun looks a distinctive pink tone in this shot taken looking offshore from Portishead, North Somerset (Photo: Jon Botting)

This specacular yellow sunset greeted residents at Gildersome, Leeds (W. Yorks), last night (Photo: Corrina Noble)

The lights of Bristol shine beneath vivid hues in this sunset view from hills east of the city (Photo: Graham Smith)

刚刚考完了 Electronic System
整个人都松懈下来

Before 考试时
昨天下午
都没有压迫感，昨天和好友去图书馆
hmm 有一点点收获啦
但是畅谈了半天
感觉很好，把压力都抛在一旁
谈天还是最好的释放　 哈哈
谢谢！

但是！回到家。。。
整件家的人都很压力
家里的人压力时
都有不同的疏解方式。。。


1） “兽性”大发











乱喊，乱动，乱来


2）　坐着在书前抱怨











“haih。。。怎样好？读不完。。我要疯了！！　Ｋｉ　ｓｉａｏ　ｌｉａｏ．．．”


3）










走来走去讲“我读不完了！”。。 然后坐在电脑前上网
不敢msn，但是却在Facebook和朋友乱炸，乱谈。。
结果就很夜才开始啃 书。。 然后也很夜才睡


4）唱歌！！！！！！



我的家在三楼。。。这是我去楼下装水时录下来的
好料吗？ 这样大声！
我从三楼走下一楼，再从Ａ　Ｂｌｏｃｋ走到Ｂ　Ｂｌｏｃｋ　都听得到
可见这位　Ｈｓｅｍａｔｅ　有几大压力
在场AdamLambert的歌， "For Your Entertainment"
＊录得不是很好＊　>.<

<第三个正是 本少爷>



就这样，整件家很"热闹"的渡过了重要考试前夕
结果。。大家都应该还蛮满意吧

我呢。。
还好
毕竟以前可以用几个星期来准备一科
现在。。。 1.5天！！！
不过最重要是开心。。看开点 哈哈

最近 BoSYs 的 Wall 很 Happening
是个很好的 Cyber 消遣地方 哈哈
大家还是乱讲话

下个星期有　Ｍｉｃｒｏｐｒｏｃｅｓｓｏｒ
希望我这几天会有啃书的精神

ＢＴＷ...
我有两张 Matrix Card (Student ID card)..
今天特地很早起身。。去大学做新的， 因为不见了
考完试，回到家才发现。。
原来我送了他去DOBBY！！
在刚拿回来的衣服堆里。。。。。。。。。
ＳＩＧＨ　

For Your Entertainment (Adam Lambert):

FINALLY~ SHE is gone from my life forever and ever~!


Have spent the entire day last night staring at the meaningless book that offers nothing... NOTHING!

Went for Sushi King RM2 Bonanza:



Felt guilty to have ruined ppl's "bright day" because of late arrival for 1 hour......
Giving reasons and promises are merely excuses...
A sincere apology here, Sorry~!
If i'll late by 30 mins, will tell you all 1 hour instead next time! (this is not a promise, it's a verbal agreement.. haha)


Talking bout being late makes me think of someone who has always been late in most of our gathering.. you know who i'm talking about.... the one from the SOUTHEST part. Suddenly reminds me of how we teases him most of the time... haha... i don't want to be teased in that way. So, will try my best, but most of the time, things are out of control... haih......... zip, feeling of guilty overflown again (Control System la!)
Just gt scolded by a close friend in msn :"piece of shit to be late in appoinments with girls"
=_=
IT'S NOT MY WILL!!!


Strings of misfortune have formed the cloud that intoxicating my life recently..

Firstly, i lost my matrix card last month... T-T..... Did a new one with new picture.. it look sucks..

Secondly, i lost my pencil box and went through a few weeks of living a luxurious life.
Can you believe it? i change my pencil box on a daily basis before i bought myself a decent one...
But this is the pencil box that i changed routinely before my new one struck my eyes~


Lastly.. the MOST serious case: I LOST MY MATRIX CARD AGAIN TOGETHER WITH EXAM SLIP...
Was counseled by the examiner and threaten to restrict me from taking exam... -.-||
LOST 2 Matrix Cards in 2 months...
New record~ but not a proud one... >.<
It's a must to make a report...
In conclusion, have to go uni and make report in the MORNING..

praying hard everyday so that tomorrow will be a better day =.=||

Today have to prepare myself for Electronic System's paper in this upcoming friday...
A tough one...

Dinner: Instant noodle + J Co. Donut (doesn't fancy the donut... just suddenly struck my mind and bought half dozen just now... actually the yogurt was what i wanted to eat haha)

J.Co yogurt with 3 toppings : Mango, Strawberry, Grape
:-P

After a nap at this uncomfortable weather, i wake up again with no other purpose than to study...
zzz...
zzzzz...
zzzzzzzz....

Strays of thought that disrupt concentration formed when physical and mental confinement comes together. That's what happening to me right now, probably most of my friends... Confining ourselves with stacks of books and notes like anybody is doing here... Failing to concentrate no matter how hard we tried....

Unlike the usual market liked environment of my house here, it is so tense now that it makes you hard to breathe... Suffocating!!!
We're not subscribed to this...

Asking myself is it a worthy quest to let every second lapsed so lifelessly?


Last night read a blog from a friend who i would say... a successful one.
A mandarin blog, did the translation here (not from google translate ok!) haha...

HERE'S THE SOLUTION!

Theory of holding sands (握沙)..
It sounded like this, make sand resembles to things that you're going after
You collect the sand onto your palm and squeeze it to form a fist that's so tight! The tighter you hold the sand in your fist, the more it will flow away through the gaps between your fingers....

Hence, instead of holding them in your fist, why not you try to let it go? Let the sand to accumulate itself on the open palm of yours... be it the most natural way



Sometimes, letting go does propelled you to the right direction bringing unexpected outcomes with least consequences...

SO! I SHOULD LET GO MY SOUL FROM THIS HANDCUFF THAT'S CONFINING ME!!

SINCE EVERYBODY IS STILL CONFINING THEMSELVES WITH THE HANDCUFF......
FACEBOOK AND MSN! HERE I COME!!! HAHA

Exam schedule:
12/04 - Signals
14/04 - SHE (Stupid Hubungan Etnik)
16/04 - Electronic System
19/04 - Microprocessor
28/04 - Instrumentation
03/05 - Control System
9am for everyday!!!!

Before i freed myself, good luck to all of the friends~! We can do it together!

这几天都是忙忙忙。。。

和黄大医生/大少通了电话
他竟然说我的华语ＢＬＯＧ是整篇GoogleTranslate的。。
黄大医生/大少： #%^#%@#%@%

昨天是我的受难日
整天都是有“应酬”
像是个生意人 哈哈
所以今天是。。。。
“Ｈａｐｐｙ　Ｋｅｎｔ＇ｓ　Ｅａｓｔｅｒ　Ｄａｙ！！！”


最近发生了很多事，但是没有时间将它们一一记录在这
最值得一提的是。。。
我终于在一天内，画下了我大学ＣＯ－ＣＵ的句号～
（可是财政是最后一个棒因为大学还欠下我一大笔钱） T.T

华语学会的ＡＧＭ完毕了～正式交棒给ＪＪ
希望你们可以比我们做得更加好！！

新一届理事

本少爷竟然要在楼梯旁，蹲着吃饭盒！！

是不是。。浪费浪到暴？
Ｎａｓｉ　Ｂｒｉｙａｎｉ　不便宜叻