Time leaps as it’s almost time to call it “the end of second year~”

Just came back from the Dean’s List Ceremony at Auditorium, with 3 Dean’s Lists on hand..

However, I couldn’t feel the joy and instead has neutral feeling now as if nothing is achieved.

I did not hold the certificate to take pictures in most of the occasions because I don’t feel like to “showoff” in front of friends who failed to get it (did not meant to be invasive to some friends, hope you won’t mind)..

Most importantly, I hold on to my opinion that the accomplishment is largely because of the leniency of system here.

Should I learn to appreciate and embrace this leniency or should I just let the feeling of uneasy to sustain? A close friend of mine always told me, "不要这样执著!" IT'S ME!! haha

It’s about a month time since I last mentioned my intention of pursuing my education to master level at overseas to my mum.

Actually I outspoken the request because I was undergoing one of the most depressed period in my life at that time….

Thinking back, the urge to leave was… so strong… but I’m fine now… haha

During the daily phone chat with my family today, my mum reiterated the agenda and given me the green light. She told me to do proper survey about where to go, course to enroll and the cost involved.

At first I thought It would be a good idea to go for Master after a few years of working experience, but my family suggested me to go for it once I’ve graduated.

This is the second chance…

Deep within my heart, I have to admit that I’m regretted with the first choice I’ve made which was to come here…

Hence, I will make sure that the second shot won’t be a wasted one… it’s only gonna be bull’s eye.

Should I stay or should I leave?

Being the eldest son of the family makes me to have obliged myself in taking care of the family..

Engineering or Business or perhaps … lecturer (newcomer, haha)!?!…? This is one of the questions that always in my mind…

maybe it’s about time to stop being self complacent and to plan for my future…

Give myself 1 year of time (izzit too long? I’m too 婆妈d ma… haha)!

The end of this semester signifies the start of research on Master programs (do have a few countries in my mind now) ....…

不知不觉已经凌晨3 45AM了
快要到我们的Hubungan Etnik Presentation 了
一路来，大多Coursemates都非常擅长用Flash来做Presentation Slides
每次看到时都会想。。“需要吗。。我们又不是BusinessStudent。。要这样Fancy么？信息最重要”
这次友族队友负责大部分Report，我和Hsemates就负责Slides
被派此重任的好友尝试了好几天
还是没有结果


自己的好胜心趋附下。。自己研究了一番，可以帮帮大家和学到Flash，一箭双雕嘛哈哈
开始时。。非常Blur。。。。。
结果，不知不觉，研究了接近4个多小时
（每次当我专心时，都会忘记我一天只有２４小时） 终于！！ 有了突破！！！
哈哈！！
好好好高兴！！！ :-P

原来Flash还需要有XML Document 的知识
本少爷会Edit Templates了～
Yeah~~~

整夜坐在电脑前的时间和精神总算没白费到
PHEW~
（在这个critical period 做这种事情，简直是“奢侈”！！）


可是还有很多很多地方可以改进，明天就专攻 XML 吧
越研究越兴奋。。
当看到一一个尝试成功时，都非常有满足感
有一点学C++的感觉
HoHOHO! 成为了BENT第一位会用Flash做Presentation Slide 的华裔生~


前天半夜。。无端端被叫在昨天做Presentation...
1Malaysia... 我是华人的代表 （男子队）。。
讲师将我的course分成男女
其他两个朋友竟然迟大到！！！
过分！！！
所以我一个人讲了20 slides。。。。
没有看过的Slides，没有读过的Chapter。。。
哈哈，经过这个Presentation... (BENM，Microprocessor again...)
发现自己在Presentation时越来越有信心，尤其是英语， :-P
很会装专业tim.... 没有惊险的度过了难关～
看到讲师猛拍掌和说 “Good!” 时。。很满足。。哈哈

今天也参观了FKEKK Inotek　（第四年FYP Exhibition)
发现FYP非常需要Programming的知识和掌握
尤其在Embedded System.. needs Java and .NET
多数学长都采用“Plagiarism"的做法。。-.-||
来来去去都是那几样
所以我不想像他们一样
要在暑假学学Java (传说中最难掌握的）
途中...被叫去拍广告宣传FKEKK tim。。　但是拒绝了哈哈
因为不想拍，要回家快点干完 Project


今天也做完了其它一个Project！！(BENP）

Design an AC voltmeter using full wave rectifier with selectable range ~




明天再加油吧！！
好想快点master Flash tim :-P

Time to SAMPAT!

Today gotten the result of a quiz that had taken last week
It's a pop quiz from BENM (microprocessor)

It was with utmost surprise, it only happened in nightmares before that i've gotten 0 mark in any examination!
It's a first of the lifetime experience that opened up a new dimension in my academic history!
(It's the first and will be the last)
That is the consequences of getting pawned in pop quiz because sleeping in the entire lesson..

Sequence of funny events that lights up my day:
1) I was so excited when i gt my hands on the 0 mark paper
2) Asked ivan to take his paper, mine and Seng for a "photography session" without the awareness that the lecturer was gazing in our direction.

3) Lecturer asked :"What happen? How many marks you've gotten?"
4) Me :"Zero, it's harder to get zero than 1 ma'am!"
5) Lecturer just replied me with LOL..

Sorry to my lecturer, i know she always has high expectation on me by the way she looked upon me all the time...

Mom,
It's not an April Fool like what you're thinking about!

And to my bro,
Sorry, Mum said she'll release her "anger" on you because of this news as i'm not there..
HAHA!! Blek~



Here're my thoughts:
1) Getting 0 mark is harder than 1 mark judging from those words i've written that worth
not even 0.5 mark!!

2) Getting 0 mark is the "first of it's kind" milestone in my academic tracks
like a "medal of honor"..



3) I'm dai sei (cantonese) to have slept in the class

4) All the feeling of anxiety somehow looses its grip upon me after i got my hands on the paper

5) Understood the importance of 1 mark (2 is better than 1.. perhaps 1 is better than 0 as well)


6) Being the first time in history to be the "precipitate" in my class (any class) paved the way to a new dimension of feeling!
Seong!! SEE!!!! I GT IT!!!! HAHA


OK! Enough for crapping...

MY BENM PROJECT WORKS YESTERDAY~!!
Don't have the time to do fancy arrangements like what the other teams done...
Anyway, functionality is what it counts~
This is how it works:



To friends who are having test tomorrow and Friday:
All the best!!! and STAND STRONG!!!!

Announcing a contemporary truce (休战) to my books today~!

Just passed the BENE Test and 2 quizzes of it as well

They all went well, just the test part... abit tricky there

I might not be the best players in the Test today, did ALOT of mistakes >.<

Somehow, i've not feel any bit of despair....

I know that i've done my best, and wasn't memorizing everything (from A to Z) blindly in the so called "tips" should say as "answer scheme" (you can say that i'm stupid... but that's me!!)... it feels like cheating to me :-P (not aiming at any particular parties, just my feeling)

Mistakes are inevitable but i've paid enough effort in studying all and have never regret it 还是一样的固执... haha

Frankly, 50% is the most i can get, i guess... Prof. Hamid's paper is insane without tips!!!
It caused me SEVERAL sleeping hours on a daily basis See ya BENE~~

For a few weeks perhaps... T.T Finally.... We went out from the "fortress of bookworms"!!!!
Been to StoneGrill at the "Largest Jusco" last Friday with Ivan and Seng for dinner...
The concept of the shop is that they serves you with raw food.
You'll have to cook them on a stone served alongside those dishes.

Don't you think how stupid we are to pay.. but to cook by ourselves? haha...
But i like the feeling though~ while we're busying cooking, moment of silent.....
as everyone was indulging himself in being a chef! haha

MY BENM PROJECT!! A seemingly simple circuit..
but it caught me almost a few days in arranging those components, soldering (by my groupmate) and writing its syntax~ Four switches to light up the LED after interfacing it with M68000K microprocessor by the following orders: SW1: left to right SW2:right to left SW3:from inner to outer SW4:demo all
HOPE THEY CAN LIGHT UP LIKE THE SIMULATION IN LAB TOMORROW T.T

PS: Sorry to friend who was disturbed at the wrong time, din meant to have disrupted your mood :-P cheer up~

Good morning to myself!
It's 5am now, yesterday was a boring day with books and notebook which deliberately always keeping their distance within my nose....
Hence!! Took a different approach....
Have slept at 12am (perhaps one of the earliest here) and just woke up to study!
In contrast to the "ordinary" me, this is a totally brave approach~
This is because i always complete my stuffs before laying down on my beloved bed and hugging my lovely bolster.. haha..
CLAP FOR MYSELF!!!

It's refreshing and the mind is so clear with no precipitation of thoughts and disturbances around me now
My adrenaline to study just kick start my day~
Hope i can finish the study by today to face the giant tomorrow as there will be a LAST meeting tonight~

今天的BENE LAB失败了
haih... 那瞬间真灰...
那瞬间而已啦... haha


这几天对project的忙碌，的付出.. 都觉得很值得。。
放下了约束，与队友合作，策划好了，“放心”让他们去处理。。
教懂他们“钓鱼”的感觉...比“送他们”一条鱼的感觉。。真的好很多！！
虽然很费神，可是...却很有满足感


昨天在“休息时间”读了部落界千年老妖的最latest post, “blogging风”
身为部落界晚辈的我，最欣赏老妖在该贴里的这句话

to 老妖：这是我自己写给自己看的，如果你看到，望你别见怪


今天的考试（control　system）。。。
是我有生以来，遇过最最最Lenient的考试（因为讲师都不管）．．
可以和朋友保持“零距离”。。而且可以自由交谈。。。
今天的趣事，
当讲师看到好友在讲话。。就问道：“Finish　ｄ？”
好友竟然答..............................................
“Discussing"
HAHAHAHAH
全场笑到爆。。就连讲师也只是傻笑reply

讲到考试的经验。。。
在UTeM的考试，真是多姿多彩
有拿过空白的考卷吗？
今年二月的一个考试
尽然受到“白卷”!!
讲师还千叮万嘱 “don't open the paper until you are told to do so!"
其实有人已经开了，多数人都知道里面是空白的
还以为是什么白字天书或新招数似的。。
到头来
尽然是TechnicalError！！！



好了，堆积如山的功课在呼唤着我
本少爷下个礼拜一竟然有两个Quiz!一个Test!!
加油！

有考试的朋友要更加加油！


PS: 受到可靠消息
大学将换制度， 该为与其他本地大学没两样的 60% 考试/ 40%Practical 制度
下个SEM的final DAI WOK lo...

今天收到了一封炸弹，要我午时到HEPA开会，是友族的活动
某拉拉（粤语）被牵连到。。无言。。。
某拉拉（粤语）又被“命令”要去UTM一趟。不可以给借口，是要出席类似的活动。。ARGH!
时间都不够用了，我要去学分身术！

最近都被课业的压力压得喘不过气来，不过我知道我一定办得到！！
非常喜欢一个人在车里的感觉
就索性在等待会议开始的同时，将自己锁在车里吹冷气，听音乐～

那时给妈妈通了电话，互相投诉自己的时间不够用。。哈哈
我 ：HAIH! 书读不完，功课做不完，人际关系一团糟。。怎样好？！
老妈：你老妈我，每天的图都画不完，设计都设计得头脑要爆炸了。。怎样好？！

大家都这么忙哦..haha
彼此都常互相开玩笑，没有约束的谈天，对话也往往是每天最搞笑的
彼此的开心果，每天一聊，就聊上半个钟！好像是我女友。。。

她说预定了室内设计专用的AUTOCAD软件，希望我可以在长假是学习，减轻她的工作量
我答应了。。需要学过的朋友的指点哦～

进期很多朋友有考试，祝大家考试顺利！一起加油吧！！
本少爷拜四和拜五也有考试。。。SHIT

家里买了CROSS TRAINER！
很想回去玩玩。。
看！